I got a feelin'...

I've got a good feelin' for this sem dunno y...

maybe I've been talking too much of the future with my frens n babe..

kinda having a clearer picture of wat i'm gonna do in the future...

feelin' so motivated now~!!

It's good rite?

I mean good in everything rite?

I'm going to get better result this yr...

my target is 3.50 cgpa ( I know it's kinda low..paiseh la..ppl only can do this much ma..)

already have my progress started~!!

hey I got take action wan okay instead of just saying..

I'm going to have a group study once a week from now on..

then saturday nite goin' to have house group study ( just bunch of housemates 3 8 wanna study together..all not same course samore)...

great yea? hehe...

Besides, I'm going to save as much money as I can this sem...

dealed with dad for giving me fixed pocket money every month instead of asking from him once it's empty...

like last time I couldn't save money at all lo...plus I'll b spending it much le..

if i've a fixed pocket money i could make something like financial plans perhaps? lol...

watever it is...it's already fine if I could save money..

I could use the money to go for travel~~~

yay travel~~!!!

how can a person don't like vacation at all rite?

it's just alluring~~

I've already have many plans for vacation during the sem n also sem break...

oh man~!!damn excited~!!

Places I'm goin' to explore:

1) Pulau Tiga

2) Pulau Manukan

3) Labuan

these 3 i'm planning to go during Raya break as i'm not goin back Ktn..

4) Jakarta --> It's a school trip..goin in Dec i guess..well..u'll nvr reject any cheap n fun trip~~

5) Singapore during sem break if I still can make it back to hometown..to visit my sis~!! love Sg~

6) Penang....lastly...after Xmas..this I'm 100% going dy coz i've already bought the flight tickets..

Cool rite~!!?? mad happy I'm going so many places~!!!! hope each one of them comes true la...*pray hard hard*

Besides vacation, there's another thing tat makes me wanna save money so much...

it's...

SHOPPING~~~!!!!! DOUBLE YAY~~~!!!!

i'm gonna change a new handphone n a bikini this sem...

those 2 r my aims ( well i know it's kinda few stuff for my aim..but hey, they'r just my main aims..still have lots to go~~ :P )

show u guys wat phone i'm up for...

TA DAH~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

N97 mini white in colour~!!!! cool rite??

OMG i'm goin' to faint~~~~~~~

am owning it this week~~!! yoohoo~~!!

guess wat? I'm buying this lot cheaper than semenanjung lo..

i dunno y but Sbh's handphones r cheaper...dunno how they make it cheaper la..

but i don really give a fuck...coz it's FUCKING CHEAP~!!!!

and here comes the bikini i'm wishing to buy...

Yeah baby~~~looks good~~?

I'm gonna work out so hard to make myself look good in it...

yup I aint talking crap...I'm seriously going for sports very often this sem~!!

nvr been so hardworking b4~!!!

badan sihat otak cergas~~!! hehe...

so those r the brief goals I've set for this half yr...

hope all of them come true~~

WISH ME LUCK GUYS~!!!!

What a fun day I had...

Although having a boring morning class is not quite fun..

but the rest of the day really was!!

After class me n lehli went to 1Borneo to shop...

found a pair of key chains which attracted me from the 1st sight~!!

seriously they'r mad cute~!!

Act they'r not in one pair la but still consider ma rite?

i cost me bout 12 bugs for those...

but worth it~!! hehe...

Then went for KFC (i know i know... fast food again...oh well..)

the thing i found it very kek sam plus funny was tat..

lehli ate the chickens without eating the skin~!!

This was the chicken i had..c so clean...

This was the chicken she had~!!! omg u c the skin~!!!

n there'r still meat in it~!! so wasteful man~~!!!

n she's still smiling at it... =="

i know there'r ppl don like to eat KFC chicken skin like Ah Yi..

but how can one can stand the yumminess of the KFC chicken skin??!!!!

unforgivable~!!!

after that we went for waffles n milk tea...

my tummy was like busting out with the food which was starting to digest~!!

fucking bloated lo~!!!

Then back home took a quick nap..

went to play basketball for the 1st time in my life~!!!!!

it's so fun~!!!

i nvr knew it's as fun as badminton le...hehe...

Babe accidentally tore his shirt when he was playing...kakakkaa...

i'm sure i'll b going to cont playing coz it's fun + FOC + can keep fit~!!!!

Then nite time i had a 20 cents dinner with housemates...

yup...20 cents...

no joke~!

we'r having the chicken which left half ytday...n also the vege...

the vege was not enuff so bought kangkung for 1 bug..

so divide 5 person...it's 20 cents per person only~!!!!!

freaking cheap rite??

tat's y i'm loving home cooking~~~ :P

c how happy my day i had today? hehe..

ciaoz~~

Counting down to Sbh...

I had a very relaxing, fun and paradise-like holiday these 2 months...

cant imagine going back sbh facing the school and the environment there~~!!! Arrgghh~!!

I DOWAN TO GO BACK~~!!!!

seriously i'm kinda sick of it dy la..

i really am freakin' lucky tat my course is only 3 yrs...not like my housemates...

4 HORRIBLE YRS!!

but 3 yrs is already enuff to make me fed up..

i dont like the life there la...

how come everyone says tat uni life is good?

i don find it good at all!!

there'r lots n lots of reasons y i dowan to go back lo....

1) The food...

Maybe i'm not used to sbh food but i still think tat Ktn food is the best! chicken rice...jelly ice..tomyam...satay...omg~~start missing them already.. T.T

2) The weather...

It's like damn hot in Sbh without any rain for a whole month! eventhough Ktn is hot too but it still rains often unlike Sbh...

3) The Road...

In Ktn u can go to a place by taking many ways..n every road can take u to the destination...but Sbh just cant~!!! there'r dead roads everywhere~!!!

4) The Ppl...

Act i like the Sbhan..they'r all very friendly n helpful..i just don like some of them who r bitchy n selfish~! FUCK U BITCHES~!

And i heard my fren said tat there's a bitch posted a status at fb b4..

it went something like this..

"dont always complain no water no electricity food bad n stuff...if u think ur peninsular is so good..go back~! who ask u to come here? fuck off!!"

well i added "fuck off"...what? i want to make it more dramatic ma...

so back to the topic..

after hearing tat i was like damn pissed lo...

WTF? u tot i'm the one who wanna come to Sbh?

If it's not bcoz of my studies i wont b stepping in Sbh ok?

n Sbh is this developed has to thank us peninsular ppl to come n help u guys ok?

if not u wont b having wat u have now bitch~!!

pls b grateful for having us at ur 'place'...

don accuse ppl as if they know nothing n just come to ur land like idiots...hmm~!!

okay...am feeling better now..phew~

so besides of the bitches...others r just very adorable n kind...

5) My Bed...

My bed in Ktn is so comfy tat i could sleep almost 14 hrs on it (tat was the time i had diarrhea..don think tat i sleep like a pig pls..erhem..)

n the bed in Sbh...hmmm....not to say not comfy...but i just cant sleep well...maybe i'm too stressed during my study period or there's no aircond...hehe.. :x

I think so far those r parts of the reasons that i don feel like going back sbh...

oh well...gotta face the music...it's the fact...

1 more yr only Any..

u can do it~!!

bless me guys...xoxo

Movies movies n movies....

well i had nothing to do today so i counted the movie tickets that i've watched with babe from the very 1st day we'r together...

i kept it weh...don play play...lol..

Babe's a movie buff...

watever it is...he watches..

so basically most of the movies he'd watched...

from the classic comedies to the serious boring ones...

so as a gf of his..of course has a role in acc'ing him watching..

so tat's y i have lots of tickets with me..

some are even barely readable anymore...(the ink sucks to the max~!! they should have a better quality of ink for {whoever wants to keep it}'s sake~!!)

The 1st movie we watched is on 29th Oct 2008...

guess wat we watched?

The Disaster Movie~!!

sound like not a quite good beginning huh...

especially during ur 1st date...lol

it doesnt matter anyways...we still had fun watching it though... :)

n i presented it to him as a gift of his 21st bday...

n he still keeping it~!! so happy!! ^3^

i remembered this is quite funny..

he hates me closing my ears whenever we watched horror movies..

i just couldnt help it~!!!

IT'S DAMN SCARY~!!!

i used to be like this since i was young...

sorry dude..couldnt change...

try to imagine that some eerie thing or wat ever ghost or zombie which look horrible...

and u know it's coming out under the bed or coming out through the walls...

n U JUST KNOW IT!!

u sure will close ur bloody ears so that it can decrease the probability to get frightened rite?

i do...

so everytime i did that he sure will get frustrated n left me alone closing my ears...

n he'll steadily eating popcorns n coke...laughing at the ghosts...

how can he actually laugh at something tat is trying to frighten him? gosh...

We'd watched bout 72 movies for 1 n a half yr...

i dunno if it's really lots to u guys but it is for me...

72 movies watched not including some missing tickets and movies watched at home...

so yup...u can calculate...

1 n a half yr = bout 74 weeks

in conclusion, we watched at least once every week~!!!

n the latest we watched was just 2 days back...

n more to go i'm sure~!! haha...

so that's all i guess..

hope u guys enjoy~~

Ciao~!

p/s: u guys could simply start collecting movie tickets now!! c how many u'll get after a yr~~!

Courage the cowardly me...

Well...I got elected as the president of Financial Economics Club last week...

B4 that i was thinking of leading the club (for more info c my previous post)...

but then now i get to this seat...

i don feel joy for myself..

i dunno why...

i feel myself sudd became a damn stupid plus useless person when i was in front of the lecs n dean...

i saw the ex-president walking here n there making sure the lecs are entertained n stuff...

they were talking like frens...

and i was like standing there alone dunno wat to do ( thanks to the other board of directors who abandoned me after the meeting...left me alone to attend the event)...

AARRRGGHH~~!!!!!!!

i tried to join their conversations but i din know wat to say n felt damn awkward...

i felt myself like an ant talking and no one listening to me...

i felt so small........i used to be the loud speaker a.k.a entertainer a.k.a. clown and was the attention in the gang ( so called la...lol)

but now i feel myself not the one who supposed to take this seat...

i hate politics but now i'm like one of them...

why? why would i think such things?

Babe asked me not to think bout the stress that the lecs gave me...

seriously they gave me alot lo...

on the very 1st moment i became the president...

the head of program ( very dai lap ) told me tat my popularity was very high...

coz it was based on voting wan ma...by the members of finec club...

then he continue saying that usually those who have high popularity are the one who did things not very well...but those who don have the popularity do things very well...

WTF???!!!

at the second i had thought in myself,

"walao~!!!u'r supposed to congratulate me or encourage me to do well in the club but now u'r saying this?! decreasing my semangat and even teasing me le.."

i think he shouldn't do that lo...really ngam ngam take the seat only le...then he said such things...

plus he added tat chinese become president usually wont efficient and so on coz they think they'r already very smart...everything don need advice and stuff...

i was like quite heng lo...n damn depressed also lo...

my own chinese head of program said those stuff to me...

TO ME u know??!!!!

aish.......

came back home tat nite totally no mood...

thinking of lots of things...

the pressures sudd like a few thousands tons of tank making me drown...

felt so helpless tat day...

babe kept cheering me up and i know he's trying his best but i just don feel like talking tat nite...

sudd very very depressed and stressed....

after going to Kellybay...i had overcome it...fortunately...

considered 'lam tong jor' la...

i saw the sea, the sky....the waves...

n i remembered babe told me once that...

out there there are wars... there are disasters...

but the waves will still go on n go on like this...smoothly every day n nite...

then i thought that i become president is not a big matter to be stressed for...

and i remembered my eng teacher, Angie said once, " It is not the end of the world"...

i smiled watching the sea...knowing wat should i do now...

thanks babe, Angie and frens...

for supporting me this much...

Will do my best without stressing anyone..hehe... :)

Leader or Follower?

Just had an Annual General Meeting of my club today...

not many attended...as expected..

and...

the procedure of the meeting was very bad la i have to admit...

sorry if it's offensive for certain ppl but i'm telling the truth la weh...

don talk bout the attendance...

just the presentation and others were suck and not convincing at all...

how r u going to make the club bersemangat with the attitude of urs like this?

n tml is the election for in-coming board..

i'm not boasting or wat la..

but i feel that i am sure will be one of the directors in the majlis tertinggi already...

after chatting with babe just now...

i felt like leading the club...

i had lots of thoughts crossing my mind...

to make the club better in many way...

at least the semangat of the club...

Seeing the club like that i feel like leading it...

i think that we are more than this...

we can actually make it a better club...

or even the best club not only in economics club but in SPE...

i see the committees work for the club are like...

aish...dunno how to say...

am i a born leader or just the situation makes me feel like leading it b4 seeing it dies?

But another prob is that if i really lead the club...

i have tons more stuff to do in the future...

plus it's my last yr...

Nan dak i 3rd yr so senang...

don wanna make it busy n stress le.....

how le??

should i go for it or should i hold back?

Got pushed to the stage...

Lately i'd changed my streamyx package to cool uni pack..

bet u guys have heard of it..

it's damn cheap!!! only RM88 and now is RM68 for 1 Mbp~!!!

not only that...they also give a free net book too~!!so syok~~!!

so as a normal/poor uni student like me...erhem..and my housemates too..

sure interested la...

and so...we've changed the package..

a week later, a streamyx guy called me...

asked me to get the netbook yesterday (Saturday) at the jetty...

i was like huh?! how come it'll be at the jetty but not the office or head quarter or even the factory sounds more right rite?

but i just said okay la...since it's not a big deal for me..as long as i can get the netbook..muahahah..

so yesterday at the jetty we reached..at hell morning 9 something..

wearing poyoh poyoh...hair messy messy...face half awake half asleep...

went down to the jetty n meet the guy..

then he brought us to the his boss or something...a not very friendly 40 something woman..

didnt really like her when i saw her..

anyway, didnt bother too much so me n babe waited both of them whispering dunno wat they'r discussing...

actually there was a fair of streamyx and there was a futsal match for uni n college students on tat day...

were very crowded...full of Sabahan...Phew...cant breath!!

there was a guy so called emcee having speech or something...

then cheered with the teams n stuff...

so semangat le they all...and i was still with my half eyes closed..

then sudd the woman asked me n babe go in to the futsal field...

i was like wtf?! wat the hell is going on?

how come there are ppl holding the netbooks with ribbons on it?

how come there are so many 'dai lap mak' (VIP) there standing?

don tell me they need to menyerah the netbook formally ar?

and in the sudden i saw many cameramen and someone's video-taping?

sei lo~!!!! my heart was like beating so fast lo...

my mind keep bursting out " i dowanna get it like tat~!! i dowanna get it like tat~!!"

The emcee announced the ceremony giving out the netbook to the students...

there were 4 of us...3 from uitm n 1 from ums...

yup..the only one was me~!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

i didnt get to push babe out to get the net book coz the net book is written my name on it~!!wtf!

he sure relief behind me...i swear..

so the emcee announced my name...

i was like damn sweat n went out to shake the 'dunno who the hell is that' and get the netbook...

the funny part was i still hold my pose to take photo shoots...

smiling with the disastrous look...OMG~!!!

after that the ceremony's done n finally we could get out of that place...

went to the booth to get the box and charger and others...

and thank god i could get out of that embarrassing place and go back home~~~~~

nah...here's the netbook that i was proudly handed by the 'dunno who the hell is that'...

It's only 10 inches large...

not bad huh...

light and easy to be carried..

and it's FOC~!!

that's the ribbon with my name on it...

u say sweat annot?!!

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maybe i should buy a newspaper today...shouldnt i?