Love Letters..

Received Everyday...

Every week...

Once in a while...

Seldom...

None...

Love letters that made me cry,

made me smile,

made my heart feel warm n touched...

Wondering when will the love letters come again...

Home sweet home~~

Yea i know it's kinda long time no updates for my blog but wat could i do?

i've got my fucking final exam for 3 whole weeks~!

but at last...

I'M HOME~!!!

family, buddies, mimie dog, delicious mom's cooking, awesome ktn food, new bed ( mom bought for me.. love~), n lastly YC~~~

I'm like some kinda businesswoman having her billions worth of business like tat..

almost everynite goin out for yc...

kakakka...wat to do..kawan banyak bah...

n yes, this sem break i got a job at Padini...again...

sacrificing my precious time doing stuff that i wish to do so much which is actually staying at home..hehe..

So tired le...

Saturday back then gonna start working on Monday already..ish..

It's exhausting man~!!

New stock arrived..so have to do this do that..run here run there..

promotion is on samore..customers in n out...

then my legs couldn't take it n now pain till no road..

At 1st place i thought i could get around 1k for this job...

mana tau that day Queenie told me that part time only got 145 hours a month...

i was like wtf?!

i only get rm652.50 for a month~??!!! geez...

So sad lo~!!! work till so san fu only got this much?

i forgo my fun to get the money wan le....sigh....

i've decided to tell Queenie that i'll resign earlier...

coz no point working so long...

Using the knowledge that i've learnt from my lecturer (freakin' finance thingy)..

after i analyse with T-test, F-test n P-value,

i find that fun is freaking more important than working like a cow during sem break for that little of money~!

*applause*

The Halo..

I know that i must blog this out now...

guess what guys..

i know it's not that incredible but it really was incredible for me...

that i just saw a circle around the moon~!!!

It's like a Halo around it~!!! AWESOME~!!!

*couldn't take the pic clearly..so googled it for u guys..*

was watching Jennifer's Body with babe just now actually...

then dad called when Jennifer's coming out looking damn scary in the screen...

n i was like kelam kabut reaching out to get the stupid hp stuck in my hand bag coz tat time i was supposed to close my ears~!! ( For me was very scary ma..wat to do.. :P )

I left it ringing in the bag to close my ears coz Jennifer's coming out~!

n ended up Babe helped me to get the phone..lol..

then my dad asked me to go to c the moon out there...

there's a circle or something around it..

N it was sooo BEAUTIFUL~~!!!

Then sudd i realized tat today is Haloween..

i was like oh my gosh~! it's so spooky man~!!

There's a Halo around the moon on Haloween's nite~!!!!

COOL or CREEPY?

Called everyone bout this cool moon..

seriously everyone~!kakaka...

n all of my housemates stood at the street looking at the moon n shout like mad people...

Neighbours must think that we'r crazy n annoying... wateva... :P

N Babe'd googled it...

From the info given by indianapublicmedia.org..

"Unlike Saturn, which has actual, physical rings, the ring you can sometimes see around the moon is merely an optical illusion. It’s an effect of our own atmosphere that meteorologists call a “halo effect,” because diffracted light rays create a halo around a bright object.

Here’s how it works. Moon halos are caused by tiny ice crystals that have gathered twenty thousand feet above the ground, as thin, wispy clouds. These clouds are so thin, you might not notice them at night, if it weren’t for their effect on the moonlight. Incoming light rays from the moon are bent, or diffracted, by these ice crystals at an angle of 22 degrees. This means that in addition to the direct moonlight, you will also see diffracted moonlight in a circle 22 degrees away from the moon. This is about the distance of your fist, held at arm’s length. Like a rainbow, this halo can even be slightly colored; red on the inside, and blue on the outside."

So cool rite~ The HALO EFFECT~! wow~!

N it has colours too~!!!

Erm..will it appear in pink btw? teehee~~

Well.. enjoy it everyone~!

ciao~

21st of mine...

Well, today is my 21st birthday..

N yea i'm at my desk studying like a nerd right now instead of having a blast out there..

sigh..

but hey, there isn't that bad actually for my 21st..

last 2 days they had brought me out for the lil' celebration already..hehe..

It was kinda fun..

They brought me to Upperstar for dinner..

there were 6 of them in total..

MX, Lehli, Ah Yi, Mey, Berrie and babe..

MX's missing in the pic..

All of us had a great time...

N I got a pressie from MX n Mey..

It was Tupperware bottle..

I like it so much~~!! I wanted it for long time dy act..

but couldnt afford..

Oh well..It's the past already n I have one now~!! Teehee~~

N another thing i wanted to talk bout is the cake...

erm..it was oreo cheese from Secret Recipe..

was damn delicious...

but the candles they put was Mutha fcking 22~~!!!

I didnt expect it lo~!!!

make myself so old u know~!!??

OMG~!

all of us didnt notice till the time i gonna cut the cake..

LOL~!!! so funny man~!

n Berrie said that they wanna celeb next yr's bday also ma...

i was like, "Then next yr u guys not gonna celeb bday with me dy la?"

KAKAKAKA...

End up Mx told me that the other 1 candle was actually a spare..

but the waiter there put it wrongly dy..

N Mx said was her fault coz she didnt tell the waiter to just put 2 big n 1 small candles..

Oh well...It's over dy n it has not much to talk about...

just for a luff..

N guess what's the pressie i like the most this yr?

http://mr-j-and-miss-j.blogspot.com/2009/10/dearest-any.html <---- THIS ~!!!

Written by my very own best fren..Ju...

This afternoon got her text that she had something for me in her blog..

asked me to c..so i did...

N i found this..

was damn touched lo for the things she did..

n the pics she made...

i could feel it really..

Thanks a lot Ju...Love u~~

N here are more of the pics we'd taken during the celebration..

Enjoy~~

Mey n I...She's very loud n independent..

Yet she's sweet..

3 soh poh in the house..lol..

My gang in Sbh..All cool huh?

with MX the cheerful gal and Ah Yi the lovely gal..

Damn..I looked so fat beside her..

Ah Mey's very happy eating her tasty meal..lol..

Me too~~!! hehe..

There u go...share some with u...

Berrie n Mey..

My one n only bao bei..love u~ hehe..

What else can i say except the B word?

Man..It's been a while since i blog here..

It was damn busy of me rushing assignments and presentations..

I dunno why this sem i only got 6 subjects but they'r still killin' me~!!

Some of them i really got headache about this time..as final's tip-toeing around the corner..

Well..u guys should wonder where i've been during these weeks..

the second home of mine is the resource centre a.k.a RC..

I'll be there few days a week for anything...

for boring study groups..killing assignments...time-wasting hang out and stuff..

other than RC is my room...=="

Damn kek sam everyday stucking in this f*king boring little room...

I REALLY NEED SOME FRESH AIR~~!!!

It's true that everyone says that when the sem starts u'll b workin' like a cow..

and when ur sem break starts u'll b wasting ur time like a pig..

SERIOUSLY~!!!

i'm feeling it so much~!!

When school starts, assignments and shits all will come together n stick to ur ass like u'll nvr get rid of them..

N when they'r all done..Final exam's stabbing u from ur back..

u know it always does it silently...

Then u've to stick ur head to the books with UHU glue or something so tat u can get an A for it..

Gosh~! It's sick to do this every sem..

But lately am participated in few activities..

so that life wont b that bored~ *rolled eyes*

participated in my course club family day trip..

Eco night for next sem and stuff..

I bet it'll be fun doing these~!

will keep u guys updated with that dont worry~ :)

Oh ya, wanna show u guys my Arabic class lil' party..

It's a lil boring hope u guys wont mind..hehe..

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Ta Da~~~~~~

This is my lec..He's a very cool teacher...

his knowledge is so DAMN wide and he wont be selfish to share with us all the time..

like him! :)

This is Sheila posing while Reimi's eating..hehe..

Me, Samantha, Dayah and Sheila

This lil party is prepared by the lec..

Although it was just mee hoon and chicken wings..

But we still appreciate it~!

Me & cute Dayah~~

These pics are just a little part of my uni life though..

aite guys..gotta back to hell now (yea..u got it..assignments..aaArrggghhh~~!!)..

Ciao~

Sabah oh Sabah~

Staying in Sbh for almost 2 yrs already...

yet till now i still beh tahan with the drivers here..

oh ya, n the roads too..

not to say sbh la..i think it's only in KK..

coz my frens from other places in Sbh complaint bout the road in KK too..LoL

there'r dead ends everywhere u know?Omg...

Let's say housing areas..

each taman here only has ONE F*king entry n exit!!!

It's like coming in n going out the taman using only one road...

try to imagine~!

E.g. my area, Kingfisher Park..a.k.a. Tmn Raja Udang..

there's only a bridge connecting KF with the main road (yup.. Sbh only has one main road..)

so if there's anything happen to the bridge..

there will b no other way for KF residents to get out..

sweat rite? really speechless man...

Plus, Sbh is famous for its ROUNDABOUT..

U'll know when u get here..

There'r seriouly scarily everywhere~~!!!

N the drivers too..

KK drivers don use their signals ever~!!!

as if all of their signals are spoilt or something...

For dunno how many times i almost got into car accident due to this~!!

Besides, there'r so many roundabouts in Sbh yet they don know how to use them!!!

they just wait n wait n wait till there's no more car only they go...

oh my goodness~!!!

seriously lo..when they wanna turn left rite..

they drive on the right lane...

n when turning, they almost hit other vehicles including me~!!

sometimes still horn us samore~!!!WTF!!!

It's obviously their wrong wat...

on right lane suppose to go other directions wan rite..

really kek sam lo...aish...

Talk bout drivers let me think of the petrol station here..

know waT?

there's only ONE petrol station along dunno how many THOUSANDS kilometres~!!!

not thousands la..but still very very geng..

So, i dunno there'r only how many of them in KK..

for ktn ppl...u may know this coz i'm now goin to describe the distance in ktn to show u guys how far it is..

let me think..

Erm..It's like from TC to Tanah Putih Giant..

Try to imagine ppl~~!!!!

bout half an hour ride only one petrol station~!!!!

omg~!! the boss of the station must be fat fat with the thick thick money in the pocket...

i guess he's most probably bald too..hehe..

rich guys used to look like this..

Actually wanna talk bout sbh there'r tons more to talk about...

but i think i'll end here..

for more just come to Sbh n check it out urself~ :P

I MISS KTN FOOD~~!!

Damn... Long time no eat ktn food dy..

miss it so much~!!

i swear i would eat all the food in the list which i wrote the other day...

here comes my list of ktn food i love~~

1. Siong Wo curry noodles, Hoi Yin's, Galing's.

2. Lai Lai chicken rice.

3. Satay Zul satay.

4. Fat Guy chicken chop at TC, Croc Rock's.

5. Keropok lekor, pisang goreng, curry puff.

6. nasi lemak, nasi minyak, nasi kerabu.

7. Vegetarian nasi lemak.

8. Zhung San bak kut teh.

9. Secret Recipe's yogurt cheese cake. (so sad Sbh don have this cake in SR.. T.T)

10. Dai Shu Tao Man Kei's clay pot mee.

11. T&L chao kuey tiaw, prawn noodles, tauhu.

12. Saturday Psr Mlm's murtabak, satay.

13. Behind ECM clay pot chicken rice.

14. Ice kacang, ABC, sai mai lou, Jelly ice.

15. Red Cafe's tom yam mee hoon, hokkien mee.

16. Shang Hai Tan's hokkien mee, wat dan hor.

17. Sheng Kong's dim sum, penang laksa.

18. Kam hiong crab, prawns.

19. BBQ

20. Steamboat

21. Astro's pai kuat wong.

22. OF COURSE MOM'S COOKING~!!

One of mom's cooking...Hakka food..Lui Char.. ^^

erhem...so guys..u all can treat me when i'm in ktn..just choose some from the list..HUHU~~

Am Lovin' ktn food so much~!!!!!

Giving Up..

These few weeks..i was getting busier and busier..

i've got so much assignments to rush, mid term exams to take and presentations to do...

with so lil time..i was really stressed during tat time...

being an undergraduate isn't easy though..

i was kinda dissapointed when i got the mid term result for 1 of my papers..

it was bad..

when i knew that everyone's getting good result but only me sucked it...

i felt so dissapointed...

Y would i get this kinda result?

sigh...

then lately with the participation of activities...quizes...etc..

OMG~~!! they'r really killing me~!

Sometimes i thought tat..

if i weren't studying in uni...

wat will i be doin now?

Will i be working? i dont know...

sometimes i shed tears in the bed at nite..

i miss my home so much...

felt like goin home just like tat...

feel like giving up..

One of my frens, MX..

She said to me..

"Wat is ur role here in this university?

u r playing a role as a student..

playing a role as a child of ur parents..

who need to go home in 3 yrs with something..

Not just like tat but something to make them proud...

something to make them worth sending u here so far...

worth paying u so much...fulfilling watever u wan.."

She then continued..

" I'd tried to give up once..

My mom dint think n said much..

She just asked me to come home..

I burst out with tears at the very second she said so..

She din even care bout i couldnt be wat she wish me to b anymore..

She just din want her daughter to be suffer n helpless..

at the place which is far apart from her.."

"N with the word she said, "Just come back home darling"

I swear i will do my very very best to pass this degree with flying colours..

to make her proud..

to make her feel worth n pleased sending me here..

i will nvr ever give up again.."

Listening to her tat day made me felt sour in the heart..

i thought of giving up too..

but thought of my family...

my Dad..who's so suffering now..

but still keep trying to support me here..

my mom...who always care bout me..

worried that i not eating here..not comfortable here...not enough sleep n etc..

n my sis, Jen...who supports me so much in everything..

n Wy n Bro..

Thought of them made me feel like crying everytime..

felt like seeing them but couldnt..

i was so far here..

Last nite..babe showed me this video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jeOguqNIAo

after watching this video..

my eyes filled with tears..

with his bravery...he stood up..

n in my heart i thought..

Those tons n tons problems of mine mean nothing at all...

Rite now rite here...

I stood up..

i swear tat my bravery cannot be lesser than him...

i must do my very best to make everyone proud of me...

SURE I WILL!!

My Room..

Stay in sabah for so long (about 1 n a half yrs)..

this sem finally got to move out from the hell (hostel)~~!!!

seriously lo..

i don mean tat every hostel is bad..

but mine was really really suck~!!!!

Heng!!everytime i talk about this my anger will rise scarily..

honestly the environment there was quite good..

n there r lots of chinese restaurants n others just outside the hostel..

but i super hate the HEP n the guard there!!

especially the guard~!!

I hate the guard is not just suka suka wan..

it started from this......

One day, i was wearing my cool n simple shorts n a t-shirt..

happily planning to go out have lunch or something..

then when i stepped out of my house (my hostel was a double-storey terrace)..

an old, bony, dark, dirty looking specky guard shouted at me from far...

it was like 1 end of the street shouted to the other end tat far u know?

"OOIII~~!!! KENAPA PAKAI SELUAR PENDEK?!! BALIK TUKAR SEKRG~!!"

I was like shocked lo..y he need to shout like a dog?

OMG~!! so embarrasing u know?

everyone was like looking out thinking wat happen..

then i was damn pissed off lo~!!WTF~!!

but end up biting my lips went back to my house to change lo..

i was wearing a shorts which was at my knee length le..

longer than tat i think..

n the stupid guard still bark like tat..

i was damn angry u know~!!

ish ish ish...

i saw everyone wearing those shorts everyday he also din say anything..

when i wore it he shouted at me like tat~!

wat's wrong with him?

N this is the 2nd story..

One nite my uni was having an event called Pesta Ang Pao..

I went for the event with Sha n the gang by school bus..

then the event ended at bout 11 something at nite..

so when we reached hostel already at bout 12am..

the cafeteria were all closed n we'r forced to walk out to the mamak lo..

then we head back after supper...this is the story begin..

the old ugly guard was there again..

when we walked in the hostel he stopped us..

"Mana Kad Matriks? Keluarkan kad matriks.."

then evryone showed him lo..then i was forgotten to take it out from my school bag tat afternoon..

so i told him i din bring out lo..

then dunno blow wat wind, he sudd scolded me o~!!

He scolded,

" KENAPE TAK BAWAK KAD MATRIKS? KAO TAO TAK SAYA BOLEH HALAO KAO KELUAR?! "

then everyone silent lo..coz it was really my fault ma din bring it out..

then he kept nagging nagging...

then he scolded,

" KAMU DATANG SINI MAIN KE STUDY?! HAR? MAIN KE STUDY?"

i was like WTF?!

i come here for wat non of his business at all lo..

if i come here to play also non of his business rite?

y the hell he asked me this q?

but then i answered him "study la"..

i should have answered him play...DAMN~!

n here comes the worst~!!!

he continued, pointing at me n sha,

"KAO JGN INGAT SAYA TAK TAO KAMU 2 SELALU NAIK MOTOR KELUAR..KAO NI DTG SINI MAIN KE STUDY?!"

we were like damn pissed off already lo...

we go out by bike or by elephant non of his fucking business lo~!!

my mom also din scold me like this..

Who's he?? has the rite to scold me like this?WTF!

then Sha really beh tahan dy so he fight back..

"KENAPE? KELUAR NAIK MOTOR TAK BOLEH KE? LANGGAR PERATURAN KE NAIK MOTOR?"

then the guard was like damn pissed off n pointed to Sha asked him to shut up..

he said he's talking to me not to him..

then all of us kept asking sha not to argue with him dy..

coz this will make it worse..

so Sha kept silent dy..

then the stupid guard took my ic n wrote down my details..

then only let us go..

All of us were dam HENG lo tat nite..seriously..

n i swore to God i will nvr stay at the fucking place again~!!

So now i finally got out of the stupid place..

staying with 6 of my bestest housemates harmonily...

everyday eat together...

cook together..

N i'm wearing hot pants n singlet 24-7!

gonna show u guys the heaven i'm staying..

teehee~~

1stly the window near my desk..lol

the hanging bear is one of the deco for my window..

well, i know it's not tat nice..

but it's still very useful..

It plays a very important role in 'clipping' my curtain..hehe..

This is my bear Shannie~~hehe..

she's too huge so dunno where to put her..

end up..the floor...lol..

This is the corner beside the wardrobe..

i put everything inside..hehe..seriously everything..

toilet rolls, washing sponges, boiler, hangers, badminton equipments, etc..

This is the wardrobe lak...i don dare to open it to show u guys coz it'll be shockin'..hehe..

as u can c the shelf next to it is where i put all my facial stuff n cosmetics..

it's always easier for u to put ur cosmetics near the mirror... :P

N stop wondering wat's in the bag hanging there..

it's actually a bag full of socks~!! wakakak...

This is my study place a.k.a. napping place..(always fell asleep during study..teehee~)

N this is my BB~~hehe...Love it~!

Me~!! :)

I think tat's all for my room..small yet hommmiiieee~~

hehe...hope u guys enjoy!

Goodnite~ *hugs*

U've taken by the angels..

Gong Gong...

I'm sorry...I couldnt even see u for the last time..

I'm sorry..

Wy said u're very happy to have grandchildren like us..

Yet i din see what we've done best to b ur grandchildren..

I'm sorry..

Hope u'r now in the heaven..

where no shadow of sadness n depression..

U've lived ur life full for almost 90 years..

We'r proud of u..

We'r proud of telling everyone that we've a grandfather like u..

But the angels came to the door and took u away last nite..

took u away silently..

I burst out with tears when i knew u'r gone..

It cut deep into my heart when i only can imagine ur face at here..

in my room without a single picture of u..

I'm sorry for being a bad grandchild..

I'm now praying for u Gong Gong..

Praying sincerely to the God..

This is all i can do rite here at this moment..

I'm sorry...

I love u Gong Gong..I'll miss u..

May God bless ur soul..

Damn Assignments~!!

So FREAKING lazy to do assignments this holiday!!

don even feel like touching it..

dunno y everyday jst wandering around at home..

doin' nothing..it's like meaningless..

E.g, i walked to the mirror n looked at my face n pinched here abbit pinched there abbit..

then i went downstairs watched tv for few minutes then came upstairs again..

then did my hair...brushed brushed abbit then tied it up then went to my desk..

then kept playing fb but dunno wat to play..

OMG~!!Sooooo BorinnGGgg~!!!

i know i'm having mid term exam next week n tons of assign awaiting..

but i just got no guts to do them~!!

This is 1 of the assign tat killing me~!!

CROSS TABULATION~!!!!OMG~!!

c how thick the books r...OMg..goin' nerd soon..

Act it's kinda nice when ur desk is full of books..

it looks like u'r damn hardworking n goin' to score 4.0.. :x

Anyhow i still have to get this shit done by today..

coz i gotta pass it up to the leader!! Oh man..

Well..it's time to score my 4.0 now..tata~~